Kyllians is my fourth child. During each pregnancy I wondered if I would have enough love in my heart to love this new one as much as the others. Doesn’t a heart reach compacity at some point? Like clockwork, when I held this little angel my heart, like the Grinch, grew in size. Yes, my children drive me crazy and yes I am very tired but it’s the tired like at the end of a workout when you are exhausted but feel great inside. In the evening when they are all laying over me in the bed and I am bone weary, I lay in the presence of peace and contentment.
2018
- Boys, is it just me or do you boys see anything wrong with our house? Kyllian, No, it’s just you.
- After eating I gave Kyllian a big hug and said to him I hope I didn’t smell to much like salsa. His response, “Nope, you smell like Love.”
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Me: You are to big for a baba anymore. Kyllian: No I’m not I’m just the right size.
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Me: Your jacket is mine now because you threw it down. Kyllian “It’s not yours you are to big for it.”
2017
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- Kyllian. Jesus takes out your heart because it’s treasure. He fixes for you and puts back.
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- Me, “Kyllian where to dolphins live? ” Kyllian, “the ocean” Me, ” where do cheetahs live? ” K “the grass. ” Me, “where do deers live? ” K “the forest” Me, “where do lions live? ” K “the cage”.
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- “Kyllian, you are a baby, only babies wear diapers.” K, “No I not baby I big boy!” Me “No you aren’t a big boy because you still wear a diaper and won’t potty train. Tell me one other person that is a big boy that wears diapers?” K, “ME! I’m a big boy and I wear diapers!”
- “Picture me mamma. Mamma please picture me! ” Kyllian called to me when I walked into our home after a photoshoot. He had heard me come in, ran down the stairs, peered over the gate and when he saw I had my camera in my hand he had started to call out to picture him.